Ellen Million (ellenmillion) wrote,
Ellen Million

Horrah for productivity...

A full day of work today, and I still managed to get half-dozen orders out, fix the coding on a few pages of a webpage I'm doing for hire and do some work-like work stuff. Last night I managed to get a good solid start on my Very Last outstanding commission, got the rough sketch preview for page 2 and 3 of NSSPN1* which made me GLEE even more than page 1, ate delicious food and took a delicious shower.

Also, I am a coward. A big, stinking coward. I have an advertising proposal all written up, the banner designed... and I'm too freaking chicken to actually send it. I've had it all done since Wednesday, and I keep thinking to myself 'this is stupid and it won't work and they'll be insulted or irritated and I'll just look bad and shoot myself in the foot for the long-term and I'm the biggest loser in the world and I don't know why I ever thought of this idea in the first place and they'll think I'm just another stupid spammer and maybe I'm not as creative as I think I am and someone else has already tried this and... and... and...' while the window of opportunity gets teenier and teenier.

I'm going to go cluck in the corner for a little while...

*Not So Secret Project Number 1.

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