Ellen Million (ellenmillion) wrote,
Ellen Million
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"This is You" - my icon says to me.

Hoover a cursor over my own icon, and it says helpfully 'This is you.'

Is it? Is it really?

Am I a bodiless hand proclaiming an addiction to dots? Am I the contents of my blog? Am I the person I sound like in forums? Am I as funny as I try to be?

I'm more than 30 now, but I've never really changed my view of myself from who I used to be. To me, I'm still 18: injured, awkward and awakening. I'm not someone with authority - and I find myself still unsure of what to do with it when I realize that I wield it.

Crud, no time to finish these thoughts now...
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