Spent some time trolling around at various rant and gripe and bitch LJs while the printer whirred along and had the startling fear that... ya know, I wonder if there are disgruntled folks with an EMGhate forum somewhere. I've sure rejected my share of people. I'm terribly picky, and maybe not as tactful as I could be when I'm on my fourth completely unsuitable submission. I reject for non-genre and non-finished all the time. I even say mean things in public forums about taking responsibility for ones own actions and not wheezing the same tired excuses.
Maybe someone out there hates me.
Maybe it's terribly vain and self-centered to spend my time thinking about it... it's certainly counterproductive. But here I am, fearing it anyway.