Thinking about goals and things to do before the end of the month/year/week. Planning an end-of-the-year review of accomplishments and such, and a little alarmed by how much I wanted to accomplish and didn't. Still, considering my stated goal for the year was 'have baby' followed by 'taking care of baby...'
And on that topic - WRETCHED night of sleep. HORRID. Went to bed poorly, and couldn't sleep until very late (1:30AM) and then had nightmares about losing Elsa. Jake and I went to a big party in Nome (we drove there, which already tells you it was a dream, since Nome is, what, 400 miles away? with no roads to it) and I thought he had her and he thought I had her... then there was panic that we'd left her in the car, and I spent hours in dreamtime trying to FIND our car, to find that she wasn't in it, and I didn't know where she was, but I thought maybe we'd left the carseat in the driveway or forgotten her at home and was trying to decide who to call or what to do... and woke in a cold sweat with the monitor giving a 'chirp!' due to interference from the alarm that promptly went off.
Also, my tailbone hurts today for the first time in a while. I had Elsa out in her backpack for a short while yesterday - I wonder if it's related. Stretching today and MUST get back into an exercise schedule. Here's a quick self-shot from yesterday:
And one ridiculous space-baby:
*I have two balls! Yay! Wait, there's a third ball? But my hands are full... *drops one to grab new one* Yay! I have two balls! Wait... there's a third ball? But my hands are full... (repeat infinitely)